7/25/18

I SUCK. I have gained so much weight. Just weighed. 222. And I am so swollen. I hate that cause every doctor is blowing me off. It is 1:18 am and I'm having a can of diet soda. What has to happen for me to hit rock bottom. The do It neuropathy is bad. I think I will call Dr Tach and ask for blood test just to make sure.  Not tracking blood sugar very well either thus last month or two. FUCK 

2:21 am  BS  190. Took 10 more units.  BP 152/91 pulse 69.  Went back to statin  for kidney protection.  May start benazapril again.

FUCK

8am - 1131  Got BS down to 95. Ate celery and a soda. To 134.  had a good counselor session.