Groundhog Day

Starting over, again!

8:30 am - BS=90.  Weight=218.  BP=129/73 P=72.  Last soda was around 1 am.  I am now having 2 servings of Slim  Fast.

10:30 am - going to go lay down.

8/23/18

Down 5lbs!  Yeay!!!

Up at 7.  @ servings of slim fast. BS was 159

8/21/18

OK.  New new post. Had had a bit of salad, Italian dressing, parm cheese.   At 5 am BS was 112.  Going with that. Starting at 220 lbs.  Sadness :( .  I have nothing to lose and everything to gain.

I want to be able to cut my toenails.
I do not want to sweat and stink.
I do not want to be FAT.
I DO NOT want to get sick again.
I DO NOT want another back surgery.
I DO NOT want to lose my feet.
I want to live to see my grand kids grow up.

No more soda.  It jacks up my BS.  Testing crystal light to see if it does the same.  It is currently 5:14 am.

6:30 BS was 146 after drinking crystal light.  So maybe not as bad as a can of diet soda ( from 89 to 154)  so no too, stick with water.  Having some salad, good seasons Italian dressing and parm cheese.

10 am BS 120 ! No insulin so far yet.

12pm  Tuna no bread

330 pm  Tested twice.  192 and then 203.  Took 20 units and 7 units.  Off to the store.

08/07/18

bs 95 around 7.  tuna no bread.  bs 185 around 9,  8hum/10 lan) trien going back to bed but rls,

no soda yeaterday, none starting the day today

highest bs was 209 so far at 5pm. only slimfast and a salad so far.

7/26/18

My BS was down to 116. Eating corn on the cob @ 430 am.

I think i was about 165 earlier before noon.  Mcds breakfast around noon.

Found the two phone stylis' under the bed.

Wrote a little on my story.

Making macaroni salad.

It is 2 pm right now.

7/25/18

I SUCK. I have gained so much weight. Just weighed. 222. And I am so swollen. I hate that cause every doctor is blowing me off. It is 1:18 am and I'm having a can of diet soda. What has to happen for me to hit rock bottom. The do It neuropathy is bad. I think I will call Dr Tach and ask for blood test just to make sure.  Not tracking blood sugar very well either thus last month or two. FUCK 

2:21 am  BS  190. Took 10 more units.  BP 152/91 pulse 69.  Went back to statin  for kidney protection.  May start benazapril again.

FUCK

8am - 1131  Got BS down to 95. Ate celery and a soda. To 134.  had a good counselor session.

7/8/18

Had blood sugar to 109 this morning.  Had a glass of juiced juice. It's been about an hour. Gonna go check.  Blood Sugar was 148.  Took 34 units Lantis (all that was left in pen) and 6 units Humalog.  Hungry, tho, so going to eat something. (9:18 am).  By 940 salad, chick patty, shredded cheese, to dressing.   10:21 BS was 185. 10 units humalog. Macaroni salad.  11am cramps then 2 big poops. Corn out.  lol.